Tuesday, October 26, 2010

It doesn’t end.

He must become greater, I must become less. John 3:30
Day 310 of Discipleship. (10/26/10)

It has been long while since I last blogged.  Oh I have been journaling, now more than ever but have kept my thoughts to myself, close friends and Christ.  But I continue on.  I have faced many trials since I last left off on this small window into the story of my life which is only a piece of one bigger greater story, that I Praise he who is worthy that I could be apart. 

I stand before you today a man.  Nothing more, nothing less, but I am a man that seeks the will of God in my life.  My prayer is that he uses me, that he takes me and molds me, that I will have no glory of my own but to share the Love of Christ with the world.  But the world is big place, I cannot bare it alone, I need the help of others.  Brothers, Sisters, Mothers, and Fathers in Christ, people of God that love one another and desire nothing more than to serve Christ.

I have been blessed in ways I cannot see.  I have been sustained in ways I did not think possible, I have been comforted in places I did not know I would need comforting.  I have been forgiven in ways I did not deserve forgiveness.  But all this is the Love of Christ, God the father raining down directly and through others.  My words are nothing because I was once full of sin, but God set me free! God set me FREE!!! He paid the price, and I am FREE!!!

The Trial
I returned home from Miami, Florida; my mountain top experience, a spiritual greenhouse in which tremendous growth occurred.  It was not easy, but as all ways in order to prepare me for the next step.  Another moment of testing to prove of what I’m worth.
Believe you me it was not easy, and I still have far to go, But I stand today, not who I once was but what I have become.